Monday, April 27, 2009

Chill...Pill :)


What would Happen if you Get Something that would Help you to Forget everything about the Past and let you Enjoy the Present , Looks Interesting and exciting , Isn’t It .. ??I was reading in Brunch the other day that Scientists are Developing a Medicine which will help you to Forget your Past Memories.I Personally feel that this is Great ,because as it is I am not Blessed with a very Strong Memory,I as it is forget most of the things,and every Day is a New Day to me with Fresh Mood and Fresh Thoughts,But tend to remember some things which i would like to forget too ,so that Medicine will really be Helpful.This will be Helpful for those People who go in Trauma because of the Bitter Memories they have in their Past.Some say that this will be Bad because every Bad Experience teaches you something Good in Life and hence Gives you Strength.Now this is Funny according to Me ,If a Person has to Wait for a Bad Experience to Gain Some Strength ,(s)he would not be able to Enjoy the Life to Fullest,because Believe Me or Not ,Every Bad Incident Leaves a Dark Patch ,No Matter how Strong a Person Immitate to be.They say they can Live their Past remembering about their Experience be it Good or Bad,I would say what’s the need ,Y dont you live Your Present .. ?? .. They said everytime they face a Bad Moment ,They develop the Immunity to face it ,So If they forget their Experiences ,They will also Loose the Immunity to overcome the depression , this is a Invalid Point according to me .I Once read somewhere, ” A very Surprising / Funny Fact about the Mankind is that they Loose their Health to make Money and then loose their Money to restore their Health.By thinking anxiously about the Future,they forget about their Present,Such that,they live neither their Present nor their Future.They live as If they’d Never Die and Die as if they’ve Never Lived” .. So, this medicine will really help all of us to live and enjoy Our Present.I am not sure what will be the name of that Medicine,But definately according to me its a Very Great Idea. What do you Guys think about it ,Is it Good or Bad .. ??


Friday, April 17, 2009

Decision Dilemma :)


" Hope You too faced these while taking Decisions "


It’s funny how our career takes different and totally ‘unthought-of ’directions.

Nine years ago when I was in 12th, I had hardly pictured myself in a career I am in today.It does not mean I am unhappy where I am now but definitely it was not actually planned.I am definitely not the person who can answer ‘where do you see yourself 9 years from now?’question confidently, because yes it depends on our decisions but according to me there are a lot of other factors involved which are not under our control.
As I look back now, there had been many compromises and surprises which changed the trackof my career. Initially I had decided to go into medicines(Rajkumar MBBS). I had to appear for an entrance exam for the same which I dont know at that time like which entrance I need to take for what.Finally thought of to plan my drop and to become an engineer,and I didn’t feel quite excited about getting into any branch of engineering other than civil or computers,I thought of these are the onlytwo branches of engineering... :) hehe dont laugh at me :):).Even that plan dropped,so I rather settled up for a Non technical Degree. I think it was my first compromise,I could have waited taken a drop and reappeared for the exam and finally got into Engineering.I don’t know what made me change my mind and take up an Ordinary instead. I completed my graduation in chemistry and like other college Kids,Surprisingly I moved to computers in my PostGraduation Degree MCA. I thoroughly enjoyed my college life without a trace of guilt for not pursuing my career in Engineering.
While in college I had never really given a thought to what I was going to do after college,came out for a project in Hyderabad,done with the final exams with good score.After that the real life started with the hot summer strokes :).We have once good song in Telugu
"Saapatu yetu ledu paataina paadu brother"
After a long waiting of 10 months for a job,finally managed to get into into Wipro and that changed everything again.To be honest I was utterly surprised when the exam results were announced. That time I was feeling euphoric about getting placed in a good company and didn’t thinktwice to join as a tester wher I missed for the learned things. It was the second time when I missed opportunity of shaping my career in my own way and happily left everything to destiny. I worked on my programming skills while waiting for joining date. And when I got the mail regarding my joining date… I learned that I was put into testing services and I must accept that again changed the picture which I had initially thought of. I don’t say I was totally helplessbut it was a time when I was ready to take the experience, it was my decision to go ahead and I was the one responsible for whatever way things might have turned out. I joined testing,working for telecom domain, learned new things, all in all it was a nice experience. Its already 3 years of jouney.I feel sometimes, now that IT has got into so much trouble, may be if at all I was in a Public Sector and not in Private ; I would have been in a better situation.But who knows,every decision has a different future associated with it. The most difficult part is there is no way to know how things would have turned out if decisions were taken otherwise. We make hundreds of decisions everyday and however small they are, they do affect our future. The decision we take changes the course of our life and it is not always possible to go back and make a fresh start.

-->It is an everyday gamble and definitely luck has its significant role in it. The only thing in our hand is to learn to cope up with the unpredictability of life and make the best of what we have.<-- Lets see how it materializes..As Some one said Life is a DO-IT yourself project

"jindagi jeene keliye...Saari Duniya Mere liye"

Monday, April 6, 2009

Is there Life After Death..??


This is a long back thought when I was Schooling...!!! Still didnt get any info on this..:)


Is there Life after death .. ??Many a times I have been thinking ,Is there Life after death.. ??I have read and heard,Life is all about ‘Karma’.You do good karam in this life time and would get the better life in your next birth.Some even say that you devote yourself to god in this birth and you will attain ‘Nirvana’ .I dont know if its true or not. I have heard many news of people remebering some bits about their previous Birth .Even my ‘Dadiji’ says that she remembers that she was a wife of the Lawyer and was killed by someone whom she do not remember.She told that when she was young ,she knew the name of her son and daughter and some poeple of their village did o and enquire and such person did exist.They found it very strange.I just beleive that she just cook up stories to fight her boredom. I do not know if its true or not.I was seeing National Geographic channel long back ,I forgot in which grade I was.They were showing some haunted places.They told that according to their studies,Souls do exist.And they are in the form of vapour.Oh that was funny !! . In the same channel I saw that they kept a person who was on the verge of death ,in a closed room and they noticed that the room was full of vapours after that person was dead. They also interviewed few people whom they said that they have experienced death and have fought and came back live.They did mention How was their experience ,which i do not remember now.I have read stories,that when a person is about to die ,’Yamraj’ come sin his Chariot and takes the soul with him.And they then decide where to send that soul - ‘Narak’ or ‘Swarag’ . This is intereting ,I would like to see that happening with my own eyes.I was watching something over the TV ,and some one said ,each time a person dies ,at the same time someone is born because this universe maintains the Balance.After the person is dead,they perform many rituals so that,that person should get a good life in his/her next birth.When my ‘Nanaji’ was dead ,All i could remember is they kept a Pot in the attic.And when I asked what was that for ,They told me that after some days they will get to know ,If he was reborn or got the ‘Nirvana’.If he has got the rebirth ,Then they will get to know as a Boy or a Gurl. I do not know if they were just trying to deviate my mind or that was true.But definately that was Interesting.I waited for so many days for them to tell what they got to know but then my Vacations ended and i had to return.What do U think .. Is there Life after death .. ??


"aajare....aajavo mere Dilbara aaja....too hi paas tu aajare"